How I (A Self Confessed Commitmentphobe) Continue a Very Committed Relationship

Have you got commitment issues? Do you struggle to choose a drink when ordering food because you just can’t decide? Does this sound like a cheesy infomercial?
Well, you’ve come to the wrong place because I have almost no advice for you.

Personally I have no committal bones in my body. I can’t make decisions & I couldn’t keep a relationship alive to save a life before I met Trish. How do I do it?

Fuck knows.

Kidding! I have some idea that the urge to keep this relationship going comes from the fact that I’m finally comfortable with myself and I’ve come to terms with who I am (aka a raging lesbian) so keeping a relationship I’m comfortable in alive is a lot easier than running and hiding from all the men I dated and shut out because I obviously didn’t want to date them! Does that make sense? I hope so becuase I don’t know how else to describe it.

All I know is that I love her to pieces! & Next week we move into our very own house! (rented of course because we live in Sydney and it’s laughable to think we will ever own a house here).
So, that’s me, a commitmentphobe packing up and getting ready to move in with my partner and a cat. Am I freaking out? Slightly. Am I shopping to suppress my anxiety? Most definitely. Do I have any second thoughts or doubts? Not at all!

Even though I have no advice here at all. I guess the cliche is true? When it’s right it’s right & when you know you just know? Then again my parents always said that to me and now they are divorced! So.. heh…

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